In many futile efforts to get this blog started last night, it dawned upon me fairly quick I hadn't the slightest clue what I was doing. So, in an attempt to loosen up and "get the juices flowin" I indulged in my seemingly harmless self prescribed medication, only to realize my mind had taken that opportunity to set the cruise control... My plan had failed. Now in a state of complete and total euphoria and carelessness, I left myself unable to tackle the task at hand. I gave myself two options... 1) Stomp on the accelerator and somehow break free of the forces that held my thoughts and ideas caged up...or 2) Deliver the one two punch and slip comfortably into a state of unconsciousness, and sparing myself from... myself. Much like electricity, I chose the path of least resistant and fell into a deep relaxing sleep, leaving the cursor blinking...waiting...
So here I am... again... just to say, the sole purpose of this blog is to empty my head of the many incomplete and not fully understood thoughts and ideas that can so easily find their bouncing around my mind. It may at times be sensitive and wishy washy, or vulgar and crude... selfless and caring, or selfish and inconsiderate. There's no telling what can and will be said, the only thing I can be sure of is it won't be pretty, organized or constant. I often bite my tongue when trying to convey the tangled thoughts that course my mind daily, and I'm hoping that through this blog, and being behind this computer screen I will be able to completely uncensor my thoughts and speak them as freely as I've never been able...
